Another Day ...of Misery
August 12th 2010 20:25
I Don't want to Face it!!
Before my eyes open,the pain hits me hard....my head,my eyes,my jaws...OMG, I don't want to do this...again.
There's no time to "put on the face" to pretend that I am fine. Of course I'm fine, I have to be fine. How can I not be,it's easier to pretend than to show what I really feel.
My head throbs,but God help me if it shows in my "attitude", "tone of voice"
The chronic migraineur cannot be a complainer. There's no understanding for you.No one cares because no one really believes your pain is real.
So, my reality is mine alone. I am alone. Life, no, this is not life. This is another four letter word, Show. One big show.
Well, the curtain could come down today and I'd be ok with it.
Maybe tomorrow my reality is what I have to choose to show...after all...I'm already alone...so what am I risking?
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