Migraine toll
February 16th 2008 02:57
What happened today?I was sooooooooooooo tired,I couldn't stay awake this afternoon.Yesterday,I had kind of a burst of energy.Which I've noted before,the following day will mean hig level migraine pain.
Yes,that came.But.saying I was tired,too,is putting it so mildly.I've been miserable,can't stay awake.People try to talk to me,I don't want to listen,I don't want anything asked because I don't want to have to answer.No conversation,please.
Why,when I'm that way,does it seem that's when they want to talk.And I mean talk.I can't even stay awake,the pain is so bad,and I'm miserable.
At times,it's like when you have a day or two that aren't that bad,that you have to pay for it by shortly after you have to have bad days.
It's hard for those around you to grasp what you're going thru.You don't understand it yourself.You just know you're tired of pain,you're tired of being teased by a little bit of relief,only to be hit up side the head again.
All you can do is get thru it,again.This afternoon I didn't want to....I see other people going about their lives.Taking so much for granted.I want to live,laugh.Wake up and not be in pain.
It's so much work to get thru a day most of the time.I guess that's why there are days like today.It takes it's toll.
So,tomorrow,I'll hope for a better day.Tonight,I just want to sleep,sleep deep.
Yes,that came.But.saying I was tired,too,is putting it so mildly.I've been miserable,can't stay awake.People try to talk to me,I don't want to listen,I don't want anything asked because I don't want to have to answer.No conversation,please.
Why,when I'm that way,does it seem that's when they want to talk.And I mean talk.I can't even stay awake,the pain is so bad,and I'm miserable.
At times,it's like when you have a day or two that aren't that bad,that you have to pay for it by shortly after you have to have bad days.
It's hard for those around you to grasp what you're going thru.You don't understand it yourself.You just know you're tired of pain,you're tired of being teased by a little bit of relief,only to be hit up side the head again.
All you can do is get thru it,again.This afternoon I didn't want to....I see other people going about their lives.Taking so much for granted.I want to live,laugh.Wake up and not be in pain.
It's so much work to get thru a day most of the time.I guess that's why there are days like today.It takes it's toll.
So,tomorrow,I'll hope for a better day.Tonight,I just want to sleep,sleep deep.
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