Pain and Aura starts my day
December 2nd 2009 18:42
Wanting to pull my hair out!!
I had been excited over the summer. I was able to get out and go swimming almost every day! Even in the day time. Toward the end of the summer, it was getting harder to do, and the last two weeks the pool was open, I wasn't able to go very much.
As fall hit, my pain level rose. I am now to the point where the pain level is so high almost constantly, it is driving me out of my mind. Right now I have the needles and pins pain all over my head. If it would help, I would shave my head or pull every hair out of my head!
A few hours ago, I had an aura. Before my migraine pain turned into chronic, an aura would give me a chance to take a med that may prevent the pain of a migraine attack. But now, my pain is always there, after the aura,the pain does go up.
I get so tired. The pain is back to waking me up at night or keeping me up at night. Nothing helps.
Now, I am facing the holidays that I was hoping would be the best I had seen in a long,long time. Instead, I dread them. I am mad, sad...all these emotions along with the pain.
Hope is hard to hold onto. Going through life as if nothing is wrong is even harder.
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