Today I am an Illusion in confusion
July 14th 2010 20:10
Smile on the outside
I find I can make it through many stressful situations. Afterward, is when I crash.
Yesterday I did well...my sister had major surgery and I handled the day ok. Last night, I felt like I was hit with a baseball bat up side the head. My vision was blurry, I couldn't think straight, I had some panic that set in, and the pain was throbbing. Along with having needles and pins pain all over my head.
I want to hide under a blanket,sleep and just be alone. I am having waves of panic and my head is still throbbing, the needles and pins along with a burning sensation all over my head.
I am so tired. I just don't want to do this...my eyes burn,my whole face hurts.
Yet,on the outside, I "act" normal. I don't mention my pain,confusion. Today,just like many days, I am an illusion.
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